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Nishikant Tiwari

An unborn's cry~

what do i see?
the world around is so bad..
what doi see,
i dont want to see the misery around!
what should i hear,
i hear of bombs and scary sounds all the time!
i dont want to be amongst people who are fighting all the time..
people who are hungry for their own blood,fighting for a penny and a dime!
hatred in their eyes i see..
will it end up being for me?
whom can i call my friend?
who can i put my trust in?
what if things turn against me ?
what if i cant cope up with the outside world?
what if i'm tagged as a loser?
will there be somebody to hear me out,
or will someone leave me to scream and shout?
what if i come out there and find nobody near me?
will i then be tagged as unlucky or a mere number lying in an infantry?
how i wish to see a beautiful world out there..
where i can find happiness and serinity everywhere..
i may not know of it now...
but will poverty or hunger bring me down?
will the hatred eat me?
or will love and peace win me over?
what will the outside world be???
6:20 pm 19th August,Tuesday '08

when things don't go my way...

How i hate it when things don't go my way,
feel like shouting loud and screaming all day!
could beat some one hard,
could speak things which mind always barred!
could throw things here and there
and then throw some more...
aaaarrggghhh!!!this happens not so much,
but when it happens i can't take it along!
life doesn't go the way you want it to,
but maybe things happen for they are good for you!
whatever it may be,i wish things could always go my way,
i wish life asks me before it takes me its way!

friday 27th june 2008
10 12 pm- 10 13 pm

Opportunities come knocking by....

There's so much one wishes to do in life,
sing,dance,have fun and jive.
Some make it big,
others say life stinks!
Lots end up cursing fate,
others feel its never too late!
Opportunities come knocking your door every day,
you have to grab them and make them go your way.
Life may or may not give you a second chance,
think positive,grab it and give no second glance.
Don't wait for others to push you,
your life is yours,don't wait for others to please and plead you!
You know whats best for you,
so lead yourself and stop following the many few...
If you think you are good,
you'll end up being the best!
If you think you are nothing but a big looser,
don't blame life,you were the chooser!
Take decisions for yourself,
you know whats best for you..
Grab every opportunity that comes knocking by,
for you are one of the lucky few!


26th june 2008,
9 54 pm,thursday
raining and wrote the poem in candle light(no current :p)

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Nishikant Tiwari

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Nishikant Tiwari

Me,My Friends and Foes!

I'll be your friend,
if you promise to be my friend forever..
I'll be frank and polite to you,
if you are never ever rude to me..
I promise i'll never look back again,
if you backstab me!
I am forgiving too,
but if you've gone far,i'll forever lose my trust in you!
I can be your best friend,if you behave like one,
and can be your biggest foe,if you try to become one!
I'm not harsh,nor am i rude,
but if you think i am a punching bag,you're getting me wrong dude(tte)!
I'll share every talk with you,
i'll cry every tear with you,
i'm not sure if you will,
but i'm sure i'll always stand up for you!
Its okay if you don't care for me as much as i care for you,
but don't take this as granted for long,you know its not true !:p
I'll cherish all the fun we have,
i'll record every moment passing by..
I'll smile back at you and try to make you laugh,
i'll dream with you and make all the dreams last!
I've got my own attitude,and you've got yours,
but if something goes wrong,your attitude will not last.....
hahaha...this poem isn't meant to scare my friends,
but this is a poem that draws the line between my foes and friends!!
Those who know me well,will surely agree,
that i am like this and thats the way i'll be!!

30 may 2008,friday,10:20 pm

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Run with life!

Run with your arms wide open,
run with speed and tears unfrozen...
let the wind gush behind you,
run,and embrace the sun thats running with you.
Run,not from your worries and troubles..
run..for you have to muster courage to fight every struggle!
Laugh while you run,
cry while you run..
let emotions run wild!
feel what you are,
feel what you can,
run,run as fast as you can!!
When your heart starts glowing,
when your smile starts laughing,
then is the time to shout and say..i have the courage to run the race of life!!


May 17th saturday 1:20 am
This poem and the one below were written at around 1 am!i thought of these lines while trying to sleep and then rushed to get a book and a pen to write it down..its kinda crazy but this is how i come up with poems most of the time...so here goes....

Feel,for u can!

Feel the innocence of your smile,
feel the spark in your eyes.
Feel the depth of your heart,
feel the spark in your heart.
Be happy when you feel....
be it touch,be it sound,be it all...
Be happy that you can feel!
Feel the story of the untold tears,
feel the mysteries your heart can clear..
feel the chuckle,feel the laugh,
feel the sorrow,feel the dark!
You feel sorry for someone,
you feel happy for others,
a feeling can create a bond,
a feeling doesn't last very long!
open up your senses,wash them today...
feel the happiness in your life,
feel...feel it today!!

May 17th saturday 1:10am

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Start Afresh

Stop running from life,
look back and see!its calling you its way...
Brush away your trouble,forget about the past,
think about times yet to come,and let them last.
Pave way for a better tomorrow,
stop regretting on the by gone sorrow,
for time once gone by,will never come back again,
remember:what you had(experience) is yours forever,
what you can have,can slip away and come back never!
Refresh yourself and
start afresh today,
mould yourself into someone new today!
Look forward to a bright new future.....
kiss the sun and reach new heights,
hold on tight to a new life,
leave behind no regrets,and say:
here i come life,
wish me all the best!!

11 45 pm-11 50 pm,20th april 2008, sunday

Happy birthday!

DEAR SIS,
Your smile shows the warmthness of your heart,
your eyes express what you really are,
you bring happiness to all those around you,
your presence is very precious and its true!
Your shining nature fades away the gloom,
your very presence enlightens the room.
One-of-a-kind uniqueness is what you stand for,
your beauty and smartness is definitely to praise for.
You talk a lot!..a lot i must say,
but every word spoken is a sparkling star of wisdom they say!
You've always been someone whom i look up to...
and deeply admire too..
so today is a special day ,
i wish you a happy birthday!
I hope you reach great heights in life,
I wish you the very best in life.
I wish things work out great for you,
I wish the very best for you.
I wish you happiness forever,
I wish you a super-duper,fantastic,fabulous life ahead...
I wish you all in all,a great and super special birthday,
that brings all the above wishes true,very soon someday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

12th April 08 Saturday 10 48 pm- 10 54 pm

The reply that my sis gave:

AWESOME!!!! AWESOME!!! AWESOME!!!!

Thank you So much! The best gift i have received.I am actually going to print it out and put in my cube!!!!! I was so touched.You made my day!!!

i really love this comment that a community owner on orkut gave:(im nt a self-praiser but i'd love to mention it here :p):
a very beautiful poem Ayesha... and of course, because it's for your Sister's Birthday, it sounds truly genuine and from the heart... i especially like your lines:
"You talk a lot!..a lot i must say,
but every word spoken is a sparkling star of wisdom they say!"
isn't that so true when it comes to sibling relations, that sometimes we do talk to much or too often with our bro's and sis's, but what would we do without them, right?
very nice and sweet poem... my only question is, did you give this poem to your Sis for her B-day? if you did, she must've really liked it i'm sure! :)

YOU!

You know you have it in you,
you know you can take this through...
You know you are truly blessed,
and not less than the rest!
You often fear from others,
and shy away your pain...
You let loose your courage ,
and let fear take it away.
For a bright future awaits your way,
be strong and face the world today!
For you have it in you,
and you know its true!
So stop worrying and take control,
love your life and fear no more...
Show it to the world,
how great it feels to be in your shoes!!
And i know friend,
you will definitely make it through!!


13th February 2008 Wednesday 9 40 am

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DREAM ON MY FRIEND...

Dream of vibrant colors,
dream of sparkling stars,
dream of glory and victory,
dream of success at your palm!
Dream on my friend,
for dreams will take you,
where you've never been,
they will take you places you haven't yet seen...
....sparkling stars and glittery sky,
your dreams will come true as time passes by...
Courage will take you places,
and fear will snatch it away!
Don't hide your dreams in a blanket,
unravel them &
start working on them today!!

13th feb 2008 wednesday 9 30 am(raining)

the last day of exams

the sem 4 exams got over today and ive written this poem sometime back........(9 10 pm )


Done with exams,
donno what to do,
thinking about how they were,
they were bad,thats true!!
The results pave to the final year,
oh my gosh!THE FINAL YEAR is so near!
Me in a different class,
sigh!not with my friends.......
Only two more 'sems' to go,
then wonder where we'll all go!
I'll miss having my friends around,
i'll miss having fun plenty bound.
Time runs out fast...
I want these to forever,last.
I wish to enjoy every moment of college life,
together with friends to party and jive!!

a poem describing a friend

I write a poem for someone when im moved by them and i wrote this for vedika...:)

"Sitting in class
with her hair hiding her ears....
shes doing nothing but listening to music dear!!
she doesn't care whether her attendance is low or high...
and she has only one thing on her mind-"RACE,RACE,RACE"
and always says
"i need more time!!!"
she is fun too be with....
shes naughty and irritating...!
but dare anybody touch her wrong side,
she turns wild and agitating!!!
i know people don't look beyond her height and hair....
but she definitely has a heart,
that oh so nice and fair...
she has lots of bones
n less of mass...
but she is a super lovely friend and a sweetheart!!!
shes my friend Vedika Tibrewala......!!!!"

A VERY SIMPLE GIFT

i wrote this poem to describe the gift i was giving to a friend...its pretty obvious though ;)

A VERY SIMPLE GIFT
"i wondered what i'd give a girl,
who has everything....
a beautiful smile, a pretty face, a happy life...
i wanted to give her something that reminded her of me...
something she could smile at and think of meee...

so im giving her this cute little flower basket,
hoping that she likes it!!!
i hope it rests on her table and catches her glare...
i hope it eases her when shes feeling tired
i hope it brings her a smile thats very very wide!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)"

An ode to a divine personality

i had written this poem for my psychology ma'am...shes a very special teacher!!though her classes only lasted for 3 months,shes had a very strong influence on me :)


An angel in disguise�
A beauty so divine�
An ever-enduring smile�
A beautiful soul.
All these describe �YOU� the best,
�YOU� are different from the rest!!
We all are your very big fan,
�YOU� are our beloved Tina Ma�am!!
�YOU� come in the class with glamour and sheen,
and lock the door by nine-fifteen!!
�YOU� come all prepared for the class
and the time runs out sooo damn fast!
It�s a wonder how �YOU� manage so well�
Maybe it�s your smile that takes you far�
Or maybe your cheerful nature�
Or the beautiful soul within �YOU�!
Your charming looks calm us down
Every word �YOU� speak is worth giving a crown!
�YOU� help us when we are stressed and full of doubt�
�YOU� smile at us and ease us out!
�YOU� touch the soul within us �
and make us feel oh so special!!
Every moment spent with �YOU� is always a pleasure,
Which we�ll forever treasure!!
All the days spent with �YOU� ma�am, have changed our lives,
Have made us a better friend,
A better daughter and a better human�
And have given us a very memorable chapter of our life!!

thoughts that pass me by....

i wrote this poem in 3 minutes and all the words just kept flowing through and i didnt stop a second to think about any line...:)

Thoughts that pass me by....
"I feel like writing something..
something to occupy or shed off my mind...
i wonder and question about life..
about what it has in store for me...
i think about how life is today,
about what it wants me to do this day!
things about tomorrow and of the past,
things that bring sorrow and delight to the heart...
all these questions flow out of my mind....!
everyday is a new experience of a sort,
i learn something and sometimes nothing at all...
so tomorrow is another day,
a day i have no clue about...
a day of the future...
a day so unknown...
A day in my everyday life...
part of my daily life!!"


dated:15th jan 2008 tuesday 11 23-11 25 pm

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A Lost Love (short story)

Oh, it�s almost quarter to five. I should hurry or I may be late for my M.B.A classes. In the month of June, it takes some time for the anger of the sun to settle down. When I reached my coaching classes, I was half bathed and was even late by ten minutes. At the doorstep when I asked for permission to get in, a girl sitting in the front seat stared me for a moment and then with a cute sarcastic smile whispered something to her friend sitting side by. Before I could settle down a number of questions caught my mind. Have I seen her before? Who is she? , What she murmured to her friend? �...Etc.

A M.B.A preparation class is a place where you may find student cum detective boys very smart at finding information related to girls. Again, there is a set of notorious chicks guiding you with expert�s comments on how to talk to with girls, make friendships with them and what there certain gesture or behavior means. I was bombarded with all such details. Her name is Saumyata.Today is her first class. She seems to be nasty�..etc.

I am bit hesitant talking with girls and I avoid them most of the time because I had found them to be either immature or materialistic or both. They seemed more keen on knowing my financial background or the latest films I had seen than trying to understand me, my principles, value systems and goals. Just not my kind but this time allure of her beauty and maturity had put me in restless bag. After a few classes when I got a chance to sit beside her it was impossible to resist that temptation. As usual with me, she initiated the communication, the thing I just needed. I may be poor initiator and a bad finisher but in middle over, I am awesome.

Soon we became friends, to what extent I don�t know. Wherever I go, I take my Bihar and hilarious mood with me. Often I blend these two to create a unique humor. Is she annoyed with my funny activities? Do I look bucolic when I talk in different way trying to create humor? This thing kept me ever wondering. One day we all had a party. She followed me on to the road, adjusting her silky hair with her hands, trying to adjust it behind her ear. Girls do such things casually, not realizing the impact of such feminine gestures on men. We had a great time. On the party night when I fell on my bed I pondered in my thoughts .Is it true that a boy and a girl can never continue as `friends� forever, even if neither has any such intentions. Meeting repeatedly, moving closely and sharing good moments can change everything. People don�t change in character. What changes them is the time they spend together, the environment and proximity. I realized that I love her.

One month later on her birthday when I went to give a gift to her. I found her showing something to her friend Gargi. As I approached her, she hid something from me instantly. I didn�t like that at all. Perhaps she didn�t consider me as her close friend. Nevertheless, I wished her �Happy Birthday� and handed the gift. She returned it saying that she never accepts gifts. I asked �Don�t you take me as your friend?� �Yes you are but please forgive me I am sorry. I can�t take it.� �But�.�
�Ok consider it as return gift.� This drew blood of my self. I anticipated that she never took me as her �good friend� and started avoiding her since then. Love is a strange feeling. It makes you react, the way in which you never expect to. It begins when you don�t know it, ends when you want the relationship to go on. Yet there is nothing better, when you are right in the middle of it.


After a few days, I had to leave my coaching classes due to my forthcoming engineering exams and was not able to continue afterward. Whenever I used to see that book which I had gifted her, I felt with hatred for myself. I was not able to make her even a simple friend. Shame on me ! Such feelings used to disturb my consciousness but now when almost a year has passed, I decided to be more practical and one day picked that book for reading .As I was through the book I found a note in it.
�You are different from all other. This is the thing I like in you the most. We have been friend for much time but I do not see you in that way any more. If you too have a different idea running in your thoughts, cafeteria would not be a bad place to share it. It would be amazing to see you at Coffee Home at 5 PM tomorrow.
Bye,
Saumyata.�

Moral: One should always be Optimistic and never presume anything.
Under estimating yourself may result in a opportunity loss at your
own cost.

Nishikant Tiwari